1.) Just ran. Now I’m exhausted, don’t even want to drag myself to shower…but all in a good way. I feel pretty good.
2.) What are you thinking?
3.) I’m falling too soon, too fast, too deep. Gotta get a grip on myself. This is bad. I recognize myself as…someone who love easily. An idealist. Sigh
4.) Wow, 5 more followers to 800. Hello to all my new followers!! <3
And I don’t know how I feel about that. This year’s been one hell of a roller coaster ride. The earlier part of this year was…horrible. Then it got so much better as time goes by. I feel myself beginning to open, grow up and learning to accept that certain things are just not meant to be.
You. We’ve been through all the ups and downs. We drifted at one point but I guess it just gave us a clearer view of what we really want. Always skeptical about the future when it comes to you. I guess all I can do right now is try to stay positive. Everything will be okay, you said. I made you promise. And you laughed.
I think we’ll be friends for a long long time. I think. I love you, not in the romantic way. But yes, love.
I’ll be having xmas eve dinner with the girls tomorrow. GG is coming over to my house and we’re gonna bake some gingerbread man!! I love her best. I cannot count the times I’ve dialed her number crying and sobbing like a kid. And she’s just really calm and collected. I’m usually laughing after like 5 mins into the call.
I cannot wait. Then i’ll be spending xmas with my family and princess and the frog on Sat…Bernard’s house with the guys on Sun! Everything is going pretty well which is making me even more paranoid about what’s gonna happen but I’ve decided to give myself a break. Live lifeeeee, it’s all going to be good. Everything will be fine - that, I tell myself.
Merry xmas eve, you guys!
I’m free all day long and I want something that’s worth watching!
never sounded this harsh. Especially when it comes from you. I don’t know what else I can do except to sleep it all away. Nothing I do will ever be enough for you. I want you to be happy and I….I attempted every single thing.